effing italy man. you don't know how much i yearn to meet you. and i want you to
know you can do with me what you will. i wanna sleep in your corners and live
in a brave new world. even if it's pretend. even if only for a night or two or five.
i wanna dance and drink and smoke and feel after a year of tears and hustle
and questionable men and questionable choices; i wanna be alive and in love
with you. you can't cry and bike, man. you can't scream and swim. you can't
choke down tears when your smiling and dancing within. and i'm tired of crying
and all that melodramatic lykke li shiz. tired of bending and changing and
cringing and being tied to my own invisible strings. dare i say, take me for what
i am and let's agree not to talk for a bit?