i want this to be a new and experimental space.

 a safe place. a new
state. a new place. a weird place. a me place. a me and you place. if you
know (and you do) that i am weird and inside colorful and so are you. 
and that always gets hidden doesn't it? that always feels shushed and 
pushed and i tell myself if i had all the money in the world all the bravery
in the world i would be wild and weird and free and myself, be myself.
just like you. you know as well as i do that you are weird and wild and 
colorful too. so why not start here, start now. if i'm not writing, i'm lackluster.
i'm half-way to half and half and too much vodka (a white russian for me, a 
whiskey sour, for you). and i don't care that i say "i" and why should you. 
and i don't care that narratives roll from my tongue, nor should you. i'm 
fighting the good fight each day, each breath. and so are you.