this year. has been grueling. draining. challenging. questionable. crazy. 
exhausting. terrible. surprising. wonderful. colorful. thrilling. sad. exhilarating.
reckless. bold. luminous. pulsating. sexy. hard. fucking really fucking hard. 
refreshing too. because you are the you that you never knew you knew. 
and i am the i that lives in the moment drinks the water stares at the sun
and kisses the sky.